WITH A SPIRIT

"You can be, whatever you want when you're high. Walk slowly, with spirit by your side"

I shall be making disappearances over the next week or so. Internet is temporary being confiscated so that I can "concentrate on my studies more". Although study has become my life, second to school production that is.

So anyway, I started writing again, and it's wonderful! Though I almost forgot how it was to write something from begining to end, rather then just re writing old loves.
I'm finding it incredibly difficult to capture this worlds beauty in writing. I have an idea of exactly what I want to write. I'm just worried, that there's too much pain within it that one love story isn't enough to bring back happiness.




On another note, I have a wonderful full day rehearsal tomorow for Grease! The best part of my week is the Sunday's where I get to delve into the depths of what is Cha Cha :) Thanks to the amazing, brilliant people around me I think I'm getting there. Everyone is so helpful and wonderful! Where would I be without these beautiful people who surround me?

Speaking of beautiful, I watched Remember Me with my mum last night. We had a bit of a movie sesh, and that was so fantastic! At first I thought it would be terrible because I'm not the greatest fan of Robert Pattinson, due to sparkly fairy roles, but here he was brilliant. I've only ever cried in three movies in my life, and this is one of them. Along with Titanic and Moulin Rogue. I then went on to watch Grease with her, then a whole load more today. Started watching Notebook but I don't think I could handle that many sad movies, plus my horrific stories all in one weekend.

So all in all i've been rather lazy, but I can say it's due to saving all my energy for Grease! And for not getting sick. Goal number one!

Although I should probably head off and do some actual study. I spend the morning cleaning instead today. It is a Saturday.

Goodbye all;
C;x

MONSTERS BALL

"it's okay, i'll only kill you twice"

Another overly awesome fantastic amazing stupendeous day!

Thursdays are my writing days, I only have free periods and English then Lit. It's rather amazing as I get to spend a whole day devoted to the one thing.

My Lit Journal, in which I record my thoughts, is starting to get ridiculously thick. Thoughts, quotes, things to remember, stories I begin to write.
It's strange though, ever since Retreat (best week ever) i've been utterly calm, and my writing has changed.
I used to write of depressing things which would bring a tear to the eye when you attempted to read but now.. it's pretty and happy. There's love in Paris, Ballrooms, Book Stores, beautiful things. When you read them you think of colours and happy things, but my old stuff, it's darkness and despair.

I think I much prefer the prettyness. Images, somehow have become my life too. I've found so much beauty through photography. It's intense. It's perfection.
Everything is perfection :)

Loving life, loving everything.

C;x

MRS. JONES;

they'll name a city after us

wow, i just had an amazing afternoon of Grease :)

Our school musical for the year is coming along amazingly! Got my cast tee today CHA CHA on the back, so proud! Ahh so happy to be a part of something this great and amazing.
I can't wait till opening night, the atmosphere will be brilliant.

So so so many great things to look forward to!
Parties. Friends. Fun. Performances. Dancing. Laughing. Singing. Being simply amazing

Thoroughly excited;

C;

LIFE IS WONDERFUL;

I can't wait until I'm eighteen and can get a tattoo.

My mother would probably kill me, as would my sister, but why not.

We only live once and might aswell love and celebrate the life we're given.

But then to add to my list of wants, I want to get my lip pierced. So many people would turn away from something like that, everyones grown up to ridiculous restraints of society. I want to break out and be different. Be strange! Change the way we think about everything.

Live for every moment, spend hours looking at photos, get inked, pierce yourself, read books endlessley, dance in the rain and in the sun. Forget the barriers that people try to encase you in.

Be free.

Be happy.

Be like me :)

C;x

MAD WORLD;

And this is the part where I'm so afraid of the world around me that I run and hide.

I've noticed lately, well not really lately more so always, but recently that the world is honestly falling apart. It's such a beautiful planet with so much to offer yet we decide to murder it constantly without second thought.

People hurt others. People hurt the environment.

Buildings. Wars. Fights.

Trashy words. Trash. Trashy people.

What happened to living in harmony, in happiness.

There's so much I wish I could do to help. I want to go to other countries and help people who truley need it.

I want to write to open up peoples eyes to this horrid place so maybe, just maybe we can fix it.

I want to see beauty in life again. In people.

I need someone to help me see this again.

:/ C ;x

AND SO IT GOES;

Pretty pictures and little pretty things make me want to sing, dance, love, laugh, LIVE!




I can't imagine this world without the amazing people by my side. I love how there's so many people who constantly amaze me and make me happy and cherish each moment i'm alive.
I love my friends.
I love those little distractions that make you forget what you're doing.
I love nature.
I love taking photos.
I love being a poser.
I love love.
I just.. love everything!



Stay happy :)



C ;x

IMAGINE THIS

"And yet the only exciting life is an imaginary one"

Virginia Woolf

So much of my time is spent with my head in books, and unfortunately that's school books not reading ones, that I forget about the simple simplicities in life.

Literature class got us to start a thought journal and it opened my head up to all the things I forget. I think so many weird things, yet in the end everything I think and write down has some sort of meaning. And it sorts out my head. Puts all my ideas onto paper. And inspires me.

I was actually inspired to head outside and take photos. I never usually take photos of nature. My folio consists of only people and their sinful ways. But I looked out my window and this was just too beautiful to miss.

There's just something about it that makes me feel so calm and serene. Blissful ignorance of the rest of this ridiculously murdered world.

Dance awaits,
and I shall depart.

C ;x